I've always felt so odd talking about love to others. My high school friends would call me cold hearted because I wasn't openly cutesy. They would even advise me to not be myself in order to attract a guy, which is one of the worst things you can tell someone. Is there a problem with a girl wanting more than chocolates, roses, and stuffed animals out of a relationship? I know everyone has a different needs and desires when it comes to love, but materialistic things is not something I want nor need. I personally sought for someone who would accept and love me for who I am, that's pretty much it.
While other girls were dating around hoping they would find prince charming out there, I was focusing on learning to love myself. There was no point in being a relationship if I was completely uncomfortable with myself. Sure there were times I wanted to be in a relationship as I was growing up (especially when I would hear songs like You Make It Easy and Honeymoon) but I wasn't going to force anything. Thankfully the waiting around paid off when I made a friend that shared the same unconventional views about being in a relationship.
I never quite knew what being in love would feel like, but you'll never know unless you experienced it yourself. Now I know very well why love is such a popular topic among lyricists but I still feel like it's a very strange thing. Strange in a good way though.
I can't explain what love feels like but hopefully this playlist will be able to explain it a lot better than me.
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